3 Weeks and Counting

It's already Valentine's Day in China. As both my short-term and long-term memory are quite poor, I have to keep reminding myself about this day, so that my wife wouldn't be mad at me. Well, consider this a small cost for the life with a companion.

Life as a single man is not bad; I've got plenty of interesting things to do, while still don't feel too much of lonelyness. With 3 meals covered by the company on weekdays, I can enjoy cooking some meals or just shamelessly crash into Pangza's home to keep myself from starving. However, imagining living the whole life like this is scary, me coward don't have the gut to try that out.

This reminds me of Robert Kincaid in The Bridges of Madison County. Such a seemingly fulfilling life, as a National Geographic photographer, could not stop him from burning himself into ashes in the heated emotions. Maybe it's always this way, seemingly beautiful stuff is the hardest on the bearer.

Wife has been in China for more than 3 weeks. She told her buddy here that she doesn't want to come back. I am also not so eager to get out of this life either. When time flies, you're enjoying. These 3 weeks did just zip through for both my wife and I; sadly it seems I have achieved nothing except this blog, which is not an achievement after all; all the ambitions have lapsed, or vanished. Anyway, it is still an enjoyable experience.